Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Just needed to write....

They last few days/weeks have been down right weird. We have some strange stuff goin' on at school, I am still working through a tough family situation, the end of the school year is upon us-busy, and dealing with some issues with our house. Yet in it all I have remained suprisingly calm, believe it or not. And this is HEAVY stuff, that I just condensed into the previous run on sentence. Now of course, I still have my moments, of frustration and wondering if I can really do this. Like last night. I worked all day yesterday, and the kids at school are READY for summer. Then was home for oh about, 90 minutes. Jay came home, only to have to head right back out to a PTA meeting so he dropped the girls at his mom's and I took Ethan to night 2 of Soccer Evaluations. Left the soccer field, picked up the girls, headed home, heated up dinner for Ethan and I and got the girls in the bath. Made a bottle and milk for the girls. Layed Ainsley down, finally got back to my dinner and then Jay was home, thank goodness because I was running on fumes by that point. Charlotte in bed, then Ethan and I fell asleep while my poor hubby was trying to talk to me. Yet, I was still able to wake up this morning and get some stuff accomplished and my to do list is long right now. So I am just writing to say, with tears in my eyes that I am so thankful I have a peace from my God today. A peace the surpasses all knowledge and all understanding. A peace that helps me get through every second of the day, knowing that HE is ultimately in control. Thank you Lord!

"And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:7

2 comments:

Wife of the Pres. said...

{{{HUGS}}} L

Jenn said...

Oh Carla...I don't know what all is going on in your house but I am praying for you right now. Praying for peace and rest. I got tired just reading your post LOL. Summer is coming girl, just hang on.
Love Ya-
Jenn