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Things you think about

It is very normal for everyone to comment on how much Ainsley looks like Ethan. And it is true she is a spitting image of him at the same age. I will try to post a couple of pics later so all my bloggy friends can see what I mean. But as we all sit around admiring their likeness and whether or not Ainsley has my eyes or Daddy's nose, I worry about Charlotte. So I often add that Charlotte is my only child that has mommy's brown eyes (Ainsley and Ethan have their Daddy's blue eyes.) And right now it works, she gives me a big smile and her heart is full knowing she is "like" mommy. But what will happen in the future as people comment on Ethan and Ainsley's likeness, and Charlotte will not have that same thing happen for her. I have to come up with some more things that are the same about all three of my children I guess. It just worries me a little, I know we will figure it out and I know Charlotte will "get used to it." But mommies think about these things you know.

Answer the call...

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One of those posts

So this has been one of those weeks where I have had lots running through my head. And writing it down helps me work it all out. Anyway, here goes....

So having Ainsley has been such a tremendous blessing to all of us. I never thought in my wildest dreams that we would have an infant in our house again. It really helps me to cherish every single second with her. It also makes me sad for our Charlotte. It makes me think about where she was when she was Ainsley's size. How her cries, most likely went unanswered most times. How she did not have a mommy, daddy, brother and sister to love on her, and give sweet kisses and hugs. It hurts my heart so much. It also makes me think about Charlotte's birth mother, and the pain she must have felt giving her up and that she probably still feels. I can't even imagine losing Ainsley at such a young age. But at the same time, I rejoice in the fact that we are the lucky ones. Lucky enough to have Charlotte, to be able to meet all of her needs now. To see the absolute love in her eyes for her new baby sister. She is just smitten with her. It is amazing and truly a miracle.

And secondly, can you guys pray for me. I am already struggling with going back to work. I know I still have 2 months at home, but it is already weighing on me. I just don't want to miss anything. I don't want to miss a second with our sweet girl, or Charlotte and Ethan. It flies by so quickly and I know they will be leaving us before we know it. My one good babysitting lead, is probably not going to pan out, so that is stressing me as well. It just feels so weird to call someone you don't know to babysit your 3 month old. I am really struggling with this. So pray for us, for guidance and for acceptance about whatever the best decision is for our family. Even if it is a decision that I might now be that "thrilled" about.

And last, I am looking forward to meeting some of my bloggy friends at the AWAA Reunion this weekend. If you are going to be there, please leave me a comment so I will know to look for you!

Precious Little Toes

Ethan's Black Belt Test

Ethan had his Black Belt Test for Tae Kwon Do last night. He did an awesome job. He even broke his first 2 boards at the same time with one kick-wow! I did not get a pic of it, but I think Jay got it on video so I will try to post it later. His belting ceremony will be next Thurs. and he will even have to give a speech. We are very proud of him!

Wordless Wednesday

Three Word Wednesday

Our Precious Angels

My Sweet Girls

Go Virginia Tech!!!

I caught one of her first awake smiles...what a little sweetie!

I just love these two little girls to pieces! Can you see why?

Wordless Wednesday

Introducing....

AINSLEY ELIZABETH
7LBS 10OZ 19.5 IN

She is here and we are all finally home. I will post more later, but wanted to share some photos of our special girl. Enjoy!

First Day of School

Here are my big kids all ready for the first day. Ethan was off to his first day of 3rd Grade and Charlotte was off to her 2nd year of Pre-school. They were both super excited, which makes this momma happy. The only bummer is that a low pressure system off the coast was causing torrential downpours. It was an awful morning, I could not believe the amount of rain that was falling. But it has cleared off now, so hopefully the trip home will be better. And less than 48 hours until little Ainsley is here. I am scheduled for my c-section on Thurs. at 10am, can't wait!